Sorry I have been off the forum for a while
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I had a bout of depression and things were a little bad for me.
My left leg lost the little power I had in it and I almost had an vehicle accident because of it. That's when things started going down hill for me. I started to fall a lot more than previously (even with crutches) and had to revert to my wheelchair on a permanent basis again.
After (more) medication for the pain and nerve spikes, I started getting a little better in the movement department again. So much so, that I am back on the crutches again. But only for short periods at a time.
I have also given in to the fact that the wheelchair is part of me, no matter how much I despise it.
Thankfully I got through it with the love and help from my wife.
Now, since about just after Easter weekend, I have not driven my beloved Hilux. I am too scared that my left leg will give in again, and this time, I might actually cause an accident. So I will be looking for an automatic vehicle for safety reasons.
Another reason (or cause) for my depression was that financially we were struggling. Luckily my wife has started a new job today, so that is a real blessing.
I am not sure why I am posting this, but it makes me feel better.